Trust

I don’t understand
Holding your hand tighter as the
Winds howl around me, their icy
Fingers digging deep into my flesh.

All I know is that you are there
Hoping that you hear me as I
Cry out while the storm batters me
Leaving lashes on my heart.

I know you are there
But the doubt in my mind makes
Me wonder if you truly care
As I feel my hand slow releasing
From yours.

Panic grips my heart as
The rain falls into my eyes
Blinding me as I slip on the
Hard ground, pain shooting through my body.

I want to die as I lay there
Rain soaking into seams of my soul
While shivers rack my body
And tears stream down my face.

Slowly the cold takes over my limbs
Freezing them in place until
I can barely move my fingers, twitching
As I slowly raise them upwards

And feel you grasp them sending
Warmth through my veins
As I wait out the storming knowing you’ll
Keep me safe

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More poetry
When don’t I write it? :)
I guess…this is a take on Christianity and life’s shit.
Enjoy