So who am I? I don't know if anyone will ever read this. I'm hoping that no one does but also I think I am hoping that they will as well. Simply put, I am flawed. Okay maybe that's a little bit too simple. Right now, I'm just a girl who doesn't understand where my life is and how it got there. I'm very flawed. Plain and simple. I love my dog that just decided to come up to me and kiss my nose.
People have told me that I will be a great mom because of how much I care for people and how good I am with them. But my deepest fear is to be a parent. Odd right? The reason why is because my family isn't smooth, my parents are good people but we clash way too much. I'm too artistic for them and that's ok. It's hard for my close friends to understand me too.
I'm terribly insecure and I've tried almost everything to fix it. But I don't ever want to take pills for anything because they will kill you quicker than a car accident. But I'm learning flaws and all that I am lovable. And it's a lesson I have to learn and remember each day.